The most amazing life a girl could ask for.
Pink nights of yellow roses.

Patiently waiting-..-Finally.

Overwhelmed with love; joy.
I awaken to yellow rays gleaming through partially concluded blinds. To my left, a man of many words; amiable, gentle, compassionate, lovely; lies in a fanciful wake-less stage. To my right, a little wonder, sprawled out dreaming peacefully.

What a perfect array of pixels.

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Lying flat on my stomach;Him on his back. Side by side.
Giggling.
Gazing in to the eyes of the most
a m a z i n g
person ever.
Ayden lying across our backs.
Playing his harmonica for us..
Almost as in the way a musician would play a violin while two lovers dine.
but much cuter. and a bit more off key.
Punky tickling my toes, and laughing as I gently kick my feet.
Laughter from all four of us.

Every single aspect about this moment is pure perfection.

I am in love with being in love.
all the right answers

what are some of your nicknames and how did you get them?

JLo.
1-because I am fabulous with a bangin' booty.
2-Jess LOck= JLo...according to all of my co-workers.

recommend us a movie.

Drop Dead Fred


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what are your 2008 resolutions?

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Make a new system for paying bills
A new system for the laundry as well.
Get on a new career path.
Visit with Phil Amber Xavier once a month.
Laugh more often.
Work out 3 days a week.
Get back to 120.
Read at least three good books.
Yoga.
Turbo kick on Wednesday and Saturday mornings.
Feel good about myself and my body.
Have another amazing year. (=

what will your tombstone say?

the most amazing person ever in the world.

piece of mind
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I miss your kisses. We shall make out soon.
Well, in other news...
I do miss you. Call me as soon as you have a free second.
Hope things are good.. better than good.
xoxo

written, 30 days ago
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Hey, I am so sorry we missed you guys! My stupid phone was dead and we had to go to Phil's mom's house to take her a stupid pan we used on Halloween... Long story short we got stuck there, and I was tired and stressed about projects to be done before break from school... and I miss you guys.
Love, and Stuff, Amber

written, 42 days ago
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jayOh, 71 days ago
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Hey,
I am sorry Xavier and I did not make it down for Ayden's birthday. I think we will just bring his gift to Punky's. We were so busy and I totally forgot that they were going to deliver us a new sofa and such that afternoon. Plus poor Xavier is teething and has not been into sitting in his carseat these days. We miss you guys we love you we owe you a trip to Madison... Etc... Whatever I would call you but my phone is in the van and Phil is at school. I will give you a call before class tomorrow... Love .

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jayOh, 228 days ago
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Ha, I just realized I did this. I can spell. Maybe it is that I have to type with little man banging on the keys these days. Anyway we still love you.
xoxo
"Amasing"

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Autumn Leaves

I walked outside only to find all of the colors had fallen to the ground. It was like the trees knew the changes about to come.  Time moves fast, everything changes. Change is inevitable, adaptation is everything.  Got to keep moving forward. 
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hey,

fuck you vonage.


=)

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lessons learned/harsh reminders.

I need time to reflect. room to breathe. Even if this means sitting in a dark room, rocking in the chair with my headphones in and crying for 20 minutes.
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There are some phases in life people will never grow out of. It is about them. Only them. And that is the way they will always be.
I do not get angry at them, or more so let my feelings turn to anger. I keep pushing forward in hopes that someday they will no longer take my willing to give for granted.

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Making more money does not always mean more happiness. In my case, it meant more stress.

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Being the General Manager of a restaurant is not something I want to do for the rest of my life. Or ever again.

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My judgment of others is still horrible. If my first impression of someone is good, I usually end up not liking them and vice-verse.

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Still as socially awkward as ever.

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Solving the rubix cube in three minutes draws more attention than the three drunk girls begging for the attention.

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Never rely on drunk friends. You will end up walking home.

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Everyone is fighting their own battle. Be kinder than you think the situation calls for.

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The change of Autumn leaves make me happier than I can explain.

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Time is precious. Don't take it for granted.

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Stop and look around. Life is amazing. Beauty surrounds you.

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Don't let what happened yesterday hold you down today or you will never move forward.


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friday, august 29. 9:38 am pdt

While 60+ hours a week is hard to juggle with children, a birthday party and a funeral, the pay is nice. 3 more days and the chaos should be over. (blah, can I really take three more days?) Hours will drop. Pay will remain the same. My boss will remain a jerk, of that I am sure. Sometimes being broke sounds better than where I am at now. Stick with it. Stick with it. Stick with it. I have made it this far. Give it one more month. Just to wait and see.

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time.

always in such a rush. ready for the day to end. the week to be over. seasons to pass. years to come. until something is taken away. (or someone) you then yearn for the last time you saw/spoke/touched that person to once again be the present.
time is precious.
We move entirely too fast.
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